Vomit

You’re where the slime lives,
You’re infested, a blindfolded liar
You don’t even know it
You brought infestation
You nurtured it and cried
When it grew into the truth you now see

You invited me to Hell countless times
I showed you it was beautiful there
It moved inside of you, you smiled
A dark, sickened place lies in your existence
And when I discharged the slime you coated me in
Your eyes turned black
Two empty holes stared back at me
I betrayed you
You could not control me
You could not hide what I saw
What a sight, it made me vomit
I was introduced to madness and hatred
You could not stand me being free
You could not understand how I was not willing to be controlled
How was I not willing to offer you my brains in pieces?
So you named it sick and wrong
The work of the Devil
This opposed to the debris you had to offer
And in the name of love and in the name of holy emptiness
You nailed me countless times to a plate
And ate me up
Until I was one with the slime
And one with the hideous love
It had the face of a sweet mother
Whose arms cradled me as a child
In this slime
Oh, this slime..
I cannot move..
I…

PUSHIT!

Ε, λοιπόν μου τη σπάει αλλά ταυτόχρονα
νιώθω ανακούφιση όταν στίχοι λένε από μόνοι τους
πράγματα
που εγώ δυσκολεύομαι να πώ.
Η να κατανοήσω κι απλά τα αφήνω
να υπάρχουν τρυπώντας το κεφάλι μου
σαν τρυπάνι.
Στην αργή ταχύτητα.

Saw that gap again today ,
while you were beggin' me to stay,
take care
not to make me enter,
if i do we both may disappear.

I will choke
until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my
reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?
But you're (pushing
and shoving 4x) me.
(You're pushing me and shoving me. 4x)
You (still
love me, still love me,
pushit on me, pushit on me 2x).

Rest your
trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Better take care
not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.
But (you're
pushing me, shoving me. 4x)
You still love me, still love me
pushit on
me, pushit on me.
(You're pushing me and shoving me. 2x)

Slipping back
into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
alive when you're
shoving me down.

But i'd trade it all
for just a little
piece of
mind.

(Pushit on me, 4x)
You're pushing,
and
shoving,
and scrambling,
keep my feet back on the ground!

(Put me
somewhere I don't wanna beee. 2x)

Seeing someplace I don't wanna se.


Never wanna see that place again.

Saw that gap
again today
while you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself
away,
and you, as well, my dear.

If, when I say I might fade like a
sigh if I stay,
you minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade
you another way.

pushing, shoving,
pushing,
shoving,
pushing me
There's no love in fear!

Staring down
the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.

Terrified of what may come.
Yeah. Remember I will always love you,

as I claw your fucking throat away.
(It will end no other way. 2x)